You're Just An LA Boy.. A Spoiled Little LA Boy

Now this blog wouldn't be any fun if I didn't talk about the men over the past year and half. It sounds weird to say men but that's how it is in LA and possibly NY. Dating is hard. You don't want to be that needy person who wants or needs a relationship but it's really hard to get any relationship past the "talking" stage into actual dating. So who to start with...

The Model/ Bartender
I'll just refer to him as Angel the very sexy under ware model/bartender. We had glorious relationship of a month (sort of). I met him at work. We went out that night. Hung out with him and all his friends. I think we hung out once or twice more before I became what I would refer to as Wends night. He would call me every Tuesday to make plans for wends night. He would wine and dine me and treat me wonderfully BUT I made the rookie mistake of letting him know I liked him and then it was game over. A few texts here or there then nothing. I kind of think he had a ms. monday, tuesday, thursday but what are you going to do? He will still one of the nicest guys I've met thus far.

Luckily in true LA form I was talking to two other guys at the time ;)

(1) The Funny Guy
I'll call him Mr.Smith. I met him through a mutual friend. Didn't think much about him at first until we had the opportunity to hang out one on one. Sweet, Funny, Goofy, Outrageous, and SKETCHY!! I still have not met someone who could disappear like he could. So we hung out as a group the one night. Then he asked me on a date. Great Date! I had butterflies, I liked him but I was scared of him. I had just gotten out of a situation that left me closed off and afraid to let myself like someone because I wasn't prepared to be ripped open and stomped on again. Mr.Smith sort of acted like he fell hard and fast which in turn scared me more but then by the time I finally started to let myself like him he got sketchy. After our first date I didn't hear from him again for a week. Then finally he calls asks me out again. Another great date. Then I don't hear from him again for another week. This game goes on for three months. We basically went on our first date 7 times at least. Red Flag my then friend tells me to be careful because he is still trying to work things out with his ex. Which was exactly what I didn't need. Eventually enough is enough. I tell him I can't do this anymore and he can play this game with someone else. Funny story is that we are still friends to this day. He is still super sketchy and back with his ex but it is nice to hear his voice every now and then.

The Prick
I almost don't want to mention anything about him other than he is the worst kind of guy. A shameless, spineless user AND he is fully aware of all of his actions. He is social climber in the worst kind of way. He builds you up only to tear you down. I believe in karma and he hope he gets his one day very soon.

then there was...

(2) The Asshole-Prick
The Asshole-Prick parades around as a nice guy and in the beginning is/was a nice guy. But he is a succubus. He ruins things and in turn tries to ruin you in the process. He is not happy with his life there fore you should/can not be happy with your own. While most people only think bad things about other people. He tells you those bad things that you should never say out loud to another human being whether you mean them or not. He drains you of any self confidence or pride you may have. he wants your outlook to be as bleak as his. He lures you in and completely blindsides you with this other person. The ultimate Jekyll and Hyde.

and that was that. enough of a distraction to get off course lose 10lbs only gain back 20 and now lose it again. So as you can see I'm single again but very, very happy and surprisingly despite all that still very optimistic about love and what dreams may come. But for now I'll keep kissing frogs and keep my fingers crossed that one day one might turn into a prince.